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[MOD POST] Please Read [16 Sep 2009|07:30pm]

Dear friends, due to the latest entrie of this idiot, which caused serious legal problems (in fact our community was nearly shut down), I had to make some important changes to the community rules, so please read them carefully: http://community.livejournal.com/grrl_interupted/profile.

Also, I have to warn you, that such examples of illegal activities will NOT be tolerated in the future, your entrie will be deleted and you will be banned from the community.

[23 Jun 2009|04:06am]

[ mood | distressed ]

i'm new here, i just found this community, i love it. 
i just love girl, interrupted. it's an amazing movie. i relate to susanne so much. i have borderline personality disorder, i'm 98% sure.
i took this quiz, like a lot of people did.

Paranoid:Highmore info | forum
Schizoid:Moderatemore info | forum
Schizotypal:Highmore info | forum
Antisocial:Highmore info | forum
Borderline:Very Highmore info | forum
Histrionic:Very Highmore info | forum
Narcissistic:Highmore info | forum
Avoidant:Moderatemore info | forum
Dependent:Highmore info | forum
Obsessive-Compulsive:Highmore info | forum

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[21 Jan 2009|02:45am]


you can find the PICSPAM here. (:
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Personality disorder [08 Jan 2009|05:10pm]

[ mood | anxious ]

hey there

im new here. And had read that alot of people had done this test. which i tend to do a fair bit and thought that i would post my results.

DisorderRating Information
Paranoid:High click for info
Schizoid:Low click for info
Schizotypal:Moderate click for info
Antisocial:Low click for info
Borderline:Moderate click for info
Histrionic:High click for info
Narcissistic:Moderate click for info
Avoidant:High click for info
Dependent:High click for info
Obsessive-Compulsive:High click for info

S xx

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GIRL, INTERRUPTED ICONS. [19 Dec 2008|12:24am]

25 Icons
1 Friends Only Banner

Post Includes:
+ Susanna
+ Lisa (also featuring Valerie)
+ Polly
+ Daisy
+ Georgina
+ Ruby


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[05 Dec 2008|10:43pm]

how have you guys been? I haven't posted here in a long time.

I just wanted to leave you guys with a quote.



To the person in the bell jar, blank and stopped as a dead baby, the world itself is the bad dream.  ~Sylvia Plath



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[23 Nov 2008|07:50pm]

[ mood | apathetic ]

 hey im ava
im new to this community and to lj. 

i was diagnosed with bpd about 6 months ago. 
im not going into a life story either but ive been in and out of hospitals a bit. 
its hard. im an athlete as well. im on scholarship at university and im trying to control myself.

here is my test. eventhough i think im pretty social.

Disorder | Rating 
Paranoid: Very High 
Schizoid: High 
Schizotypal: High 
Antisocial: High 
Borderline: Very High 
Histrionic: Very High 
Narcissistic: Very High 
Avoidant: Moderate 
Dependent: Very High 
Obsessive-Compulsive: High 

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

xx a 

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[07 Nov 2008|04:40pm]

Paranoid Personality Disorder:Very High
Schizoid Personality Disorder:Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:High
Antisocial Personality Disorder:High
Borderline Personality Disorder:Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder:Moderate
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:High
Avoidant Personality Disorder:Very High
Dependent Personality Disorder:High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High

-- Take the Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Info --

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[01 Nov 2008|07:02am]


001-269 girl, interrupted

- comment
- credit
- do not hotlink
- do not edit


just listen to the music of the traffic in the city
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Blah [16 Oct 2008|08:55pm]

[ mood | distressed ]

Paranoid Personality Disorder:Very High
Schizoid Personality Disorder:Moderate
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:Very High
Antisocial Personality Disorder:High
Borderline Personality Disorder:Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder:Very High
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:High
Avoidant Personality Disorder:Very High
Dependent Personality Disorder:High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High

-- Take the Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Info --

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Who what when where but most importantly... how [12 Oct 2008|09:51am]

Okay. I'm about 25 years old. I will be this month. If I gave my life story, You'd all just about shoot me it'd be too long, lol. Not sure where I'm at now, though. I've been in and out of hospitals since I was 15, diagnosed with BPD last year, PTSD when I was 15. Those are the biggies. I'm just not sure who, or what I am right now. I was a cutter when I was younger, always self harming behavoirs. Still in a way... I self damage whether it's physical or whatever. I just feel different. Almost like maybe my disease has morphed into some higher level. The one thing I'm very good at is masking... being someone else. Tons of people know me as the fire cracker, always making others laugh, I'm very empathetic, so people tend to talk to me about e v e r y t h i n g so I'll fix them. I guess, I wanted to introduce myself. I just don't know what's going on with me these days. I'm all over the damn place.
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I guess I'll do it too! [12 Oct 2008|09:47am]

Paranoid Personality Disorder:High
Schizoid Personality Disorder:Moderate
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:Very High
Antisocial Personality Disorder:High
Borderline Personality Disorder:Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder:High
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:High
Avoidant Personality Disorder:High
Dependent Personality Disorder:Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Moderate

-- Take the Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Info --

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My moment of dissociation last Tuesday [11 Oct 2008|02:58pm]

They look at you.
You stare right back.
They can't look long. You've stared them down. They don't know you. Emotions are thick like blood but they don't understand. Too thick sometimes to resist. Makes you want to sleep in it forever. Drown yourself in it. Most days you ignore it.

Funny how life drama, emergencies, obstacles... they snap you into reality long enough to care and fix everything but you. What happens though, when life begins to go right? How do you enjoy it when there's nothing to fix anymore? Of course they'll always be obstacles in life... nothing is perfect. And that's fine. But the in between tims, when there is nothing wrong. I can't enjoy it. That's when it really begins. Buzzing like static in your head. Flashes of light and dark form into images. Your heart bangs so hard you hope it goes so fast it just gives up.

It scares me to think about. I've already tried a couple times. When your already numb it doesn't hurt. A monster growing inside you. Feels like claws from the inside trying to fight it's way out. I used to think I knew who this monster was, and it drove me crazy knowing it was in me. Now I realize that there is a possibility that this monster is made up of many people, thoughts and fears of my own. Now I'm wonderingif I'll ever escape, and what that escape will mean.
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Wondering... [02 Sep 2008|02:09pm]

[ mood | anorexic ]

Wondering a bit about schitzotypal personality disorder. Never been diagnosed, never been to a doc about anything like this. Every test I take I come out high in this category. I already know I have OCD. I've read about the disorder and I have most of the symptoms. Except I don't think people are plotting against me! And I can funtion fairly well in social situations. But I have an urge to say things that are totally off the wall just for the thrill (and sometimes I can't help myself for doing that!) I also tend to try to confuse anyone I talk to, esp if I don't know them well. I'm just wondering if anyone else has this.

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I'm new here [25 Aug 2008|05:07pm]


I'm new here, and think I should post and introduce myself.
First of all: I'm a woman more than a girl, 'cause I'm 33...and I lived almost 20 year   with my ED.
I was diagnosed as anorexic restricting type, and I think I was that for the most part of time...at the moment I turned more on bulimic type, but I can't say it surely because I'ven't a recent dyagnosis because I'm half German but  live in Italy (so please forgive my mistakes in English) and in Italy it's very difficult to find any  help about ED if you can't afford to pay a therapist...
In the last couple of years I started having SI problems (burns, first of all, but also cut on my legs and arms...always in places I could hide to people).
At the moment, I'm devasted from the end of my 18 year-long relationship...he broke up with me on february 16,2007 (SI episodes became more frequent after that)...but we are still in touch and I love him, anyway.
My ED was the very first reason of the end of our relationship...even if I can't face it.
that's all.

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for intelligent drug users [24 Aug 2008|08:15pm]

[ mood | tired ]

find answers, support, and vent at...

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New member [23 Aug 2008|09:39am]


Hello! I'm a new member, but feel sure I'll be posting. I suffer from GAD and ADHD. My GAD is most likely caused by a traumatic childhood raising my brother and caring for my agoraphobic schizophrenic mother, who also happens to be an active epileptic. My younger brother, who will be 19 on September 11, is a borderline personality. I figured you guys would appreciate this. So in the spirit of tattoos my brother finally decided on the back piece he's been pondering. My brother has borderline personality disorder, and so he designed his tattoo, in his head, as an illustration of the disorder; of his personality. The dragon is fierce and aggressive. The dragon spews fire, which turn to petals, which morph into butterflies, which fly off of his back. He had the picture in his head - but is no artist. He spent a week designing it with our tattoo artist. Here is the process. It took 5 hours total, and was done in one sitting.

Under cut are pics of his tattoo, and a pic of my new tattoo - Japanese kanji: "strength" - on the same arm as my self-inflicted scars from when I was 16. On the same hand as my wedding ring. Done in white and outlined in light pink - a constantly healing scar, as strength is a process. Strength prevails.

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[22 Aug 2008|07:58pm]

[ mood | anxious ]

tonight i am going to trip on shrooms because im bored and it will be fun.
read my journal for an entry in which i will write wqhen im tripping, this will prob make no sence but will amuse most :)

oh and dont worry i have done this before.

im just a little crazy sometimes...


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I'm not sure if maybe my creativity creates my insanity or my insanity causes my creativity. [21 Aug 2008|11:56am]

I'm not sure if maybe my creativity creates my insanity or my insanity causes my creativity.
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manipulated living [14 Aug 2008|10:05pm]

[ mood | bitchy ]

my name is jade
i would say im a girl interupted because...
one i have bipolar, which when im depressed ill just feel like being alone, but when im manic then i can do all sorts of crazy things.
i get angry and aggitated and shout at my boyfriend for no reason, ill throw things when im on my own ect.
when im manic ill get an impulse to do somthing, anything, like once at night i decided to walk from my house to swanage, which is about 10 miles at 3am, without caring who i was gonna worry.
when i get drunk i do really stupid things, and enjoy making people feel worried about me, but i really dont know why i do these things, i guess i just need to feel drama in my life.
sometime i cut myself, at first i thought it was for pain because i suffer from fibromyalgia but then i realised i did it because i was bored and i like the look of blood trickling down my arm.

if im in a class like at uni or college, i get along with many people but if there is one person who dosnt like me ill damn well make sure they think im psycho, for example.
when i was in college there was this girl called vanessa, she was foregn, my tutor knew me from a previous course and so did a few of the other students, i was always late and brang in work not in time and i was known for being outspoken.
anyway oneday we were talking in group when i interupted vanessa to ask the tutor a quesation, at the time nothing happened.
but a few days later i found vanessa had complained about me to the head saying i was rude and made her feel uneasy and that i overpowerd her. my tutor said she knew me and that i woudnt do that on perpose, which i didnt, but from thatday on i made sure i made vanessa feel uneasy whenever we crossed paths, she complined alot about other people too so i didnt feel quilty, but i would stair at her from nacross the room untill she looked away.

am i sick? nah maybe just bitchy from time to time, because i really am a nice person once you get to know me, i was bullied bu bitches at school so maybe i just find it satisfiying when i can get my own back..

anyway... ive proberly said too much

anyway thats me jade, feel free to think im mad now


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