Okay. I'm about 25 years old. I will be this month. If I gave my life story, You'd all just about shoot me it'd be too long, lol. Not sure where I'm at now, though. I've been in and out of hospitals since I was 15, diagnosed with BPD last year, PTSD when I was 15. Those are the biggies. I'm just not sure who, or what I am right now. I was a cutter when I was younger, always self harming behavoirs. Still in a way... I self damage whether it's physical or whatever. I just feel different. Almost like maybe my disease has morphed into some higher level. The one thing I'm very good at is masking... being someone else. Tons of people know me as the fire cracker, always making others laugh, I'm very empathetic, so people tend to talk to me about e v e r y t h i n g so I'll fix them. I guess, I wanted to introduce myself. I just don't know what's going on with me these days. I'm all over the damn place.